Back and Intact

Wow, I have had a pretty difficult two weeks and not from anything that was in the least expected. It started 2 Tuesdays ago, after Chemo, with the migraine that had hit me the first time I had Chemo. Well the head thing just hasn't quit. I have had a headache for about 10 days now! I'm a bit concerned there maybe metastasized cells in my brain that weren't developed enough to catch on the MRI. Migraine is NOT a side effect of chemotherapy. So the oncologist on duty that Tuesday, prescribed Percocet which I have gone through at an alarming rate. They get rid of the headache but as soon as they wear off BOOM, its back. I'm not allowed to take aspirin and Ibuprofen doesnt touch it. I would feel like a junkie going through so many opiate pills IF I got any pleasure from them but they are just like taking vitamins or something when you need them. No buzz at all. So Monday, I'll get in touch with my dr., Dr. Collins and see what we need to do. On Tuesday, I am scheduled for a chest CT and Friday I have labs. These tests will be the first to tell me if Chemo has changed the tumor(s) size.

I have so much to write about but have the day planned to spend with Devon, so I'll be back later.

Jeanette, you have been on my mind and I know I owe you a letter! This morning, I had the chance to learn about cane toads . Not nice at all!

Comments

[meg]

Jen-

I've been away for awhile-just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you-it sounds like you have many hands holding you close-
take care my friend-
best,
meg

[Kristin]

My migraines are often brought on by stress. Have you been in any stressful situations recently? ;)

No really... Sounds like you have a difficult week with lots of tests with a lot riding on them. I'll keep a candle lit for you.

And... I'm sorry you have been having such a difficult time with these headaches. It really sucks. You should be able to say that one illness is enough... you don't want headaches added on.

[Jeanette]

Dear Jenifer,
Please don't feel as if you owe a letter. I write to you without any expectations. You just need to look after yourself at the moment and I think of you often and send you thoughts of love and kindness.
I know that headaches take the gloss of a day and when they last so long they drain your energy too.
Love and care,
Jeanette

[yolie]

How awful. I hope you get the migraine thing under control. They are so debilitating.

[sabine]

Jen, I´m thinking of you and wishing you all possible and the best support. Hope you can relax once in a while.

[Mary Beth]

Hi Jenifer,
I use a healing meditation CD (for pain) when I have a migraine and have found it to be very helpful. If you are interested I would be happy to send you a copy. So just let me know.