to other things besides "the cancer" in the future. However, obviously, its the focal point right now. I never liked journals that went on and on about how ill people were, but it is a very good outlet for oneself. I am really glad I left Live Journal when I did. I know that I just wouldn't have felt comfortable posting freely there, without a head nod to everyone that responds.
Tomorrow between 11 and 3, I have four appointments. Egads! One pulmonary test at St. Joe's, two more pulmonary tests at Mission, and then an appointment with an oncology social worker at Pathways. I feel like I just want to get this all done, but I know thats not a reality. Do I really have to wait 3 more weeks until I sit in that damn chemo chair again? If I am a radiation candidate, I'm sure I'll be cured of my anxiousness having to go 5 days a week.
I always am surprised in times of trouble or sorrow, who comes through with support. Most of the time, its never the people I expect...
I hope you won't mind a comment from a live journaler. :) I've been thinking about you so much. Don't know what good it does, but I just wanted you to know.
Posted by: karenleigh | October 17, 2005 at 12:22 PM