Friday Random 10

1. Backwater - Meat Puppets
2. Spread a Little Happiness - Saluki Regicide
3. The Man Comes Around - Johnny Cash
4. Just Like a Ho - Eminem/D12
5. Crazy Mary - Pearl Jam
6. Come On Eileen - Dexie's Midnight Runners
7. Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley
8. Fried Chicken and Gasoline - Southern Culture on the Skids
9. 500 Miles - Nick Cave
10. My Pal Foot Foot - The Shaggs

I have missed so much work lately being sick. Today, I had to go to the dr. for a breathing treatment. I feel guilty but I really shouldn't as I haven't been doing real well. Guess all those years of playing hooky for this, that, and whatever, weigh heavy on my conscience. I really can't afford to lose this crappy job. They are raising insurance premiums 10 dollars every two weeks but its still better than many other places. I really need to try harder to get a city, county, or state job. I think I would like working at the University and its relatively close to my house. I just haven't had much luck with jobs here in Asheville. My age could be problematic but most people don't guess near at how old I am....I bet they really do peak at the stats page though... the one that they aren't supposed to use in hiring. (like race, age, and so on)... I don't know...I'm getting worried. I dont think I can live on SSI IF I could even get it.

Our economy is headed for disaster. I feel it in my bones.